It's here.

My fren told me it's here.

I am one step nearer to my next journey...

Not as excited as I thought I would be. Perhaps the waiting time is too long until the feeling is not much left already...

I can't believe we have made it after all the hard work, planning and waiting!

Now, what's next? Is the result what I want?

I am confused..

2008 eve

My busy VIP show is finally over last Friday. It also almost marks my 2007 working life eh? I mean, today is Dec 31st 2007. I cannot believe I have been living here for more than 2 years (everytime i think of this, i have to "sigh" for a while). And, time really flies. Tomorrow is 2008 already loh. And, I am still here. Blardy...

Let's see what have I accomplished and what have I lost in 2007.

Accomplishment --
1) Got sick 3 times and went to see doctor in hospital 3 times because of that. Bui said I need to exercise a bit. Isn't the weekly grocery shopping and shopping is considered exercise?? Anyway... I will consider his proposal -- join a gym. Er... wait til winter is over first.
2) I learnt a lot in my job. I thought I know my job 3 years ago. But I realized this year is the year I hands-on a lot of things, and therefore learn the most. For this, I actually feel thankful to my supervisor and to my big big boss.
3) I can understand 70% of the shanghainese language now. Another 30% to go and I will be so happy to stand along the roadside to find out what they argued next time. Yay! It is this curiosity that keeps me interested in learning shanghainese language.
4) I changed my handphone.
5) I have been to Tibet. And have the liquid-medicine dripped right into my blood vain for the first time. Also the first time I saw doctor wear so dirty white clothes and smoke while doing his job.. Aiyo-yo..
6) Revisited Vancouver, and still fall in love with it, just like 9 years ago.
7) Realized 人不可貌相, some guys look really sibeh, but heart & personality damn good. haha..
8) Learnt that nothing is impossible in China.
9) Learnt how to eat hairy crab. And I actually like it very much now!
10) Addicted to Karaoke. Thanks to Purple Mushroom.

Lost --
1) Not spending time with my family. That's a huge lost to me as my family value is very strong.
2) Not eating butter crab for 1 year!
3) Almost go insane every morning dealing with rude shanghainese at subway.
4) Not able to live a life with a car.
5) Lost 1 fren in Shanghai because he decided to go back to kl! sob..
6) Not changing job yet... why no one wants me??

Shall I celebrate? Coz my lost seems to be shorter than accomplishement!! Hmmm....

2008... dunno how to welcome you... coz I don't see the "lost" part is going to improve in 2008 also. OK lah, i have to be optimistic!!

Happy New Year to everyone!:-)

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas folks!!!!!

We had a great christmas party at Purple Mushroom house on the 22nd. Hehehe. And karaoke after that. My honey normally don't sing much in karaoke, but that night, I think he has less things to worry in his head (about work), and, he sang as much as Eric and winston! Oh my god.. haha..

It was also the first time I met fern. So pai seh, she gave me a present. Eee.. some more it's a perfume! Fern, next time don't do that again! Too bad i sibeh busy until this Friday, if not, could have go shopping with you in Shanghai. Can you come again??

Anyway, today, one of our best fren left us to go back to KL... Eric! Sob.. when we said goodbye to him after a yum-cha session yesterday afternoon, my eyes were wet with tears. It is so difficult to see a friend leaving:( Eric, it was so happy to have you here in the past 11 months. Anyway, I wish you found what you are looking for soon. You such a good man, you will find your 'dream' soon ok?

Merry Christmas!!!

Vampire thought

Was watching a DVD with bui last night, about a story that have vampires come out kill peopple at a town in Alaska, because every year there is this 30-days without sunlight at all.

It was a stupid show. But, it makes me wonder...

I asked bui bui, if I kena tangkap by vampire, what will he do? He said he will save me. I then said, but you can only find my cut-off head on the ground wor... how? Then he said he will commit suicide. eeeeeeeee... I don't like this answer.

Then he asked me, what if he was infected and turn into vampire? I said, then I will come let him suck my blood, get myself infected, and turn into vampire together with him. Muahahaa... that is so romantic.

It's such a boh liao movie actually... sigh.. life is so meaningless in Shanghai.

An ah ma that jumps like leopard!!

Subway stopped at Shanghai Sauce Station (aiyah, Shanghai South Station lah), subway door opened, and because today I took the 4th cart, it actually stopped right in front of the Shanghai South Station public toilet.

Just when I realized both toilet cubicles were taken (the red light is on if there is somebody occupying it), suddenly, the red lights diminished. An ah ma opened the toilet door, (some more I can see she just standing up from her squating position), hands still pulling her pants up, within 1 seconds, she jumped out of the toilet cubicle and jumped into the subway, speed is just like a leopard!! (the subway was about to leave, with the dit-dit-dit sound started with door closing).

She didn't wash her hand.

I was standing near the door.

I quickly make way for her, sibeh scared her hand touched me, and, I stand far far far away from where she stand, just in case later she can't stand properly and touched me with her unwashed hand.

It actually made me laugh today, coz I realized an ah ma can actually have the speed of leopard jumping out of toilet and then jumping into the subway, within 1 second. So amazing lah! I wished I could have captured this scene with the phone just now. Wasted.

Shanghai never fail to amaze me, every single day.

new phone, macam having 'new bf'

I have a new phone.

In the process of getting used to it, I discovered it is just like having a new lover, or new bf.

You see, you got yourself a 'new phone' because you think your 'old phone' does not live up to your expectation, or because you think your 'old phone' is not trendy anymore, or because you think your 'old phone' not as nice as what you first met him (expectation changed with time). This is just like -- you met a 'new bf' and you think he is so attractive you must have him, you think he is so much better than the one you currently have at home. You think he is fabuloous, trendy, and, he is simply just so much better than your current bf.

So, you change bf, just like you change phone.

New phone, you need time to get used to it. For example, Sony Ericsson phone and Nokia phone, all function keys are terbalik one. You need to adjust your thoughts and fingers accordingly. It's a great phone, but, at times like this kind of adjustment, you actually think it is rather painful. It's just so similar like new bf. New bf, have new attitude, new behavior that you need to get used to. Perhaps new preference on food too. Say you like spicy, but he can't eat spicy food. Now, that's very painful. Or he like chou-tofu, but you don't like, that is so killing. So, you need to adapt to each other. Sometimes that is painful too.

So, no matter how great is the phone, you need time to adjust to its functions. No matter how good is a new bf, you need time to get used to his behavior too.

And at times when you are so stressed out getting used to the new phone, you actually thinking, "my old phone is not that bad also.. I can live with it actually". ... macam "my ex is not that bad either, I shouldn't have complaint so much about him. At least he eat spicy food, and not the blardy chou-tofu."

Hahaha... this is my thought this morning, when I was bang-sai-ing my yesterday shit.

p/s: but there are also at times, u playing with the new phone, and suddenly discovered new functions, and you slap your tigh and said "blardy shit! this is cool! and my old phone doesn't have this!".

I have a new "pet":)

I am so busy lately, until morning also cannot bangsai. BUT, I must blog about this.

Remember I blogged about the 索爱 phone? Bui Bui bought it for me yesterday! It's christmas & our anniversary gift! yeh yeh~~~~ ;)

Happy! ^_^ But, it was quite stressful to play with a new gadget, I think the aging process is catching up. I almost cried last night when I discovered I cannot transferred my old sms to the new phone (anyone knows how to do that??). Sigh.. all the sweet sms that bui sent to me last time when we dated, can't be transferred (but last time can transferred from old phone one, just dunno how that guy did it last time):(

Anyway, it's really a nice phone. Thank you bui bui:)

p/s: yesterday, supposed to do my ppt in afternoon. Yah, so cham, have to do work on a Sunday. But because we went out buy phone, came back I kept playing with the phone, when I realized I have not done any work, it was already 8pm. Blardy shit...

I am depressed.

I am not that serious yet... but I am constantly having depression in the morning from the moment I stepped out of the house, til I reached office. This has been going on for months.

I am so depressed.

I am so unhappy in Shanghai.

If hubby tell me tonight we leaving shanghai forever, I will be laughing and packing and rushing to airport without any seconds of hesitation!

I think I need to see psychiatrist .................. :-(

I am not laughing... la...

"Nesest stop is Shanghai SOS station" - It meant to say "Next stop is Shanghai South Station".

"可令的数据” - It meant to say "clean database"

"Please send me your plantation" - It meant to say "Please send me your presentation".

"Sin-sia" - It meant to say "Cynthia".

"Sank-Q!" - It meant to say "thank you!"

"emmmmmup-BA" with kek-ling tone - It meant to say "MBA"

This is how Shanghainese speak English...

I am not laughing.. I am not laughing! I am not laughing?!!

tap tap tap...

Sometimes, I think ang moh lang (specifically means our U.S. counterparts) do things very slow.

When you rush them a bit, they asked you give time.

Maybe we are still a keci-miao subsidiary to them, that's why... Wait til we become big big and u will be kanasai I tell u... there will be this one day soon... It's China, dun play play, GDP growth double digit for past 4 years liao ok. You just wait!

... fingers tapping on table... thinking of revenge day... tap tap tap tap tap...

stupid bugs, u no chance liao. Muahahah!!

Yay~~~ Bui Bui just sms me and said he has reached airport! He was away few days, for business trip, yah.. again.

Past few days, I am alright, except I don't dare to open the window or balcony door. And outside was hanging the carpet that ayi has washed and hanged there since Sunday. I know it should be dried by last night, but... I really scared once i ppen the balcony door there will be stupid bugs come visiting me, just like last time. You only need 5 seconds to let them in. They damn efficient and damn fast! Of course lah, they fly one... dun pley pley.

OK... which means tonight someone is going to fight to have the bolster with me. It's a headache if both husband and wife loves to hug bolster... eee...

^_^

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