Feb 29

The guai lo call today "Leap Day".

Once in every four years, so there presents a reason to celebrate today.

But what happened to the missing day (Feb 30)? Really missing one day leh, expecially for business men. Right?

But there was no Feb 30 in the history anyway... so...

Again shows that we should not mourn for things we never had, but should cherish the things we have, or occasionally have (e.g. Leap Day, yeh!!!). hehehe.

Lynas vs dogshit country

Last time is, "China never surprises me!"

Now is, "Canada never surprises me!!!!!!"

This country is for dog shit only.

I have to 怂恿 Jay to think about next step.

But between Lynas and dogshit country... I think I will choose the later........ Dogshit still better than Lynas+ah Jib kor+ his wife & parliment.

很无奈~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Crooked story - by my favorite author!

Reading Richard Paul Evans books is really compromising my sleep quality... his books are the type, once you started the first page, it is difficult to put down.

I have finished 6-7 of his books now (I can't remember exactly), but the best he has written is "Christmas List" (I blogged before in 2010), "The Walk", and "Miles to Go". The Walk and Miles to Go are especially good. I am waiting for the next one to come out.

I don't quite like The Christmas Box where everyone says it is the best. I think the hype has been driven up too high and when I finished reading it, I only find it so-so, and thus extremely disappointed. And then last night I finished "Promise Me", I can only give 2.5 out of 5 stars, not the usual 4.5 stars that I will give to his books. "Promise Me" has a very crooked perspective of relationship... it talks about a happy family of 3 set place in 1989, then the man cheated on the wife, and he died and thus the wife is very devastated and lose trust in men. But then this another men from 2008 (from the future, that's right) came back to 1989 to take care of her, and he is good looking and young and he is her daughter's husband in 2008. You will ask why he wants to do that? So crooked right? It is because his wife/her daughter is dying from cancer in 2008 and he made her a promise that he will take care of his mom. And then some how he was back in 1989 where he is still 10, but he came back as an adult.. so confusing. And cut the grandma story short, THEY FELL IN LOVE!!!!! MOST CROOOKED THING I CAN IMAGINE!!!! Imagine, your mom and your husband fell in love!!!!!

Arghhh... was quite angry at Richard (author) last night. How can he???? I wanted to vomit. Whenever anytime out of ordinary happened, I will feel like vomit. arghhh... he has nothing better to do ah??

Good thing is, the author make it clear that there's nothing intimate going between the mom (because he told her the story, and she felt sad, and jealous of her daughter too!) and that 2008 man. In fact, he saved her life financially and mentally, he was in her life for just 10 months. But because he travelled from future, so he knows every bet/gambling result and he helped her win money to pay off her house loan. This is a way he promised his wife to take care of his mom. Hmmmph... After he left her to go back to 2008, and after 2 years, she met anotehr special guy and married to this other man.

She has to wait 18 years to finally reached that 2008 moment where her daughter's husband and her daughter come for Christmas Eve dinner with her and her husband. And the guy remember her! (because he just came back from1989 mah... aiyoh). And while they are alone, they hug each other tight tight to tell each other they missed each other. I wanted to vomit again at that point. ARRGHHH!!!! >_<

Crooked story that steal my sleep quality.... I am so sleepy now... and still feeling a bit angry. @#$%!

Happy Valentine's Day!

My bui is not a romantic person, this I know... but I realized as year goes by, he becomes even more unromantic~~~

Today is Feb 13, and he just texted me: "babe, I bought the cake and card for V day :)"

I
am
very
speechless
...

My bui bui...........................

Yyyyiuuuuu

Today I taste the feeling of "realizing what I did previously was wrong, and have courage to cut the pain short and take a loss!".

I sold one of the share at lost. Sob Sob.

And Warren Buffet is right, don't buy into those techi company! No matter how low and close it reached 52-weeks low! TMD!!

My soulmate

Afternoon: Me phoning Bui...

Me, "hello.... bla bla."
Bui, "Yes."
Me, "bla bla"
Bui, "OK"
Me, "...bla"
Bui, "OK, spit it out, what is it?"

wah.... I didn't even talk about what was bothering me, and Bui knew I was not happy from my tone!!! I am so touched.... Bui is really my soulmate.

Since Bui initiated it... What I did was:
Me, "bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla, and he was so stupid!!!! bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla. Stupid right???!!! bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla what right he thinks he has to make my day like hell??? bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla. I am going to change vendor!!!!!! and I won't pay him til 3 months later!!!! bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla. "

And all Bui did was...
Bui "Yah. You are right Honey. Yes, he is stupid."

Even though he didn't do much, but he let me sweat it all out, and I felt so much better.

I really love my Bui =)

Snowboarding

I think I love snowboarding! Although now my whole body are aching now (upper arm muscles - from carrying the board; buttock - from falling to the ground; side upper leg - bruises from falling to the ground), but it is fun!!

OK, at least something to look forward to during the gloomy winter. It is an expensive sports though~ The day we went, the weather is so super cooperative - sunny, blue clear sky, and not cold! :) It is quite demotivating at first because kept falling in that 2 hours lesson. The instructor taught the lesson at a very steap small hill!!! After the lesson, we snowboard down the bunny hill, and it was much more flatter compare to the lesson ground, and therefore easier to control and balance the body. When the confidence level is there, it is so much easier to maneavur the board. You will not believe how sensitive is the board.  Have to use legs, body, hands to control the balance and the direction of where you are going. But once you can avoid falling, it was so much fun!!

I like it:)

Meaningless

Wasn't feeling very motivated lately. Not happy about job and quality of life here.

My boss is having male menopause. Therefore, you can imagine what kind of hell life I have at work.

Not happy about the fact that I was graduated from great university here, great GPA scores, great major, great work experience (in Asia only!) and yet, because of the "new immigrant" title, I land on a crappy job. Wanted to do something more meaningful but it means have to get new certificates (yes, even with MBA) on that specific field. And with that cert, it does not guaranteed will get me a good job. Yes lah, what else can be guaranteed in our life, except 生老病死.

I don't know what to expect from this crappy life:( This is so demotivated. I feel like I am trapped in this cage, and I can't see the sunlight, it's all dark.

I feel helpless and hopeless. Life seems without meaning, well, other than Bui and mom and sis, life is really meaningless... sigh... :(( I don't know what this tasteless and full of hell-ty taste Mon-Fri job will get me.